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Mary Barton - Chapter XXIV - With the dying. Post by :Pharma02 Category :Long Stories Author :Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell Date :June 2011 Read :1375

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Mary Barton - Chapter XXIV - With the dying.

Chapter XXIV - With the dying

"Oh, sad and solemn is the trembling watch
Of those who sit and count the heavy hours
Beside the fevered sleep of one they love!
Oh, awful is it in the hushed midnight,
While gazing on the pallid moveless form,
To start and ask, 'Is it now sleep or death?'"

Mary could not be patient in her loneliness; so much painful thought
weighed on her mind; the very house was haunted with memories and

Having performed all duties to Jem, as far as her weak powers, yet
loving heart could act; and a black veil being drawn over her
father's past, present, and future life, beyond which she could not
penetrate to judge of any filial service she ought to render: her
mind unconsciously sought after some course of action in which she
might engage. Anything, anything, rather than leisure for

And then came up the old feeling which first bound Ruth to Naomi;
the love they both held towards one object; and Mary felt that her
cares would be most lightened by being of use, or of comfort to his
mother. So she once more locked up the house, and set off towards
Ancoats; rushing along with downcast head, for fear lest anyone
should recognise her and arrest her progress.

Jane Wilson sat quietly in her chair as Mary entered; so quietly, as
to strike one by the contrast it presented to her usual bustling and
nervous manner.

She looked very pale and wan: but the quietness was the thing that
struck Mary most. She did not rise as Mary came in, but sat still
and said something in so gentle, so feeble a voice, that Mary did
not catch it.

Mrs. Davenport, who was there, plucked Mary by the gown, and
whispered, "Never heed her; she's worn out, and best let alone.
I'll tell you all about it, upstairs."

But Mary, touched by the anxious look with which Mrs. Wilson gazed
at her, as if waiting the answer to some question, went forward to
listen to the speech she was again repeating.

"What is this? Will you tell me?"

Then Mary looked and saw another ominous slip of parchment in the
mother's hand, which she was rolling up and down in a tremulous
manner between her fingers.

Mary's heart sickened within her, and she could not speak.

"What is it?" she repeated. "Will you tell me?" She still looked
at Mary, with the same child-like gaze of wonder and patient

What could she answer?

"I telled ye not to heed her," said Mrs. Davenport, a little
angrily. "She knows well enough what it is--too well, belike. I
was not in when they sarved it; but Mrs. Heming (her as lives next
door) was, and she spelled out the meaning, and made it all clear to
Mrs. Wilson. It's a summons to be a witness on Jem's trial--Mrs.
Heming thinks to swear to the gun; for yo see, there's nobbut* her
as can testify to its being his, and she let on so easily to the
policeman that it was his, that there's no getting off her word now.
Poor body; she takes it very hard, I dare say!"

*Nobbut; none-but. "No man sigh evere God NO BUT the oon
bigetun sone."--Wickliffe's Version.

Mrs. Wilson had waited patiently while this whispered speech was
being uttered, imagining, perhaps, that it would end in some
explanation addressed to her. But when both were silent, though
their eyes, without speech or language, told their hearts' pity, she
spoke again in the same unaltered gentle voice (so different from
the irritable impatience she had been ever apt to show to everyone
except her husband--he who had wedded her, broken-down and
injured),--in a voice so different, I say, from the old, hasty
manner, she spoke now the same anxious words--

"What is this? Will you tell me?"

"Yo'd better give it me at once, Mrs. Wilson, and let me put it out
of your sight. Speak to her, Mary, wench, and ask for a sight on
it; I've tried and better-tried to get it from her, and she takes no
heed of words, and I'm loth to pull it by force out of her hands."

Mary drew the little "cricket"* out from under the dresser, and sat
down at Mrs. Wilson's knee, and, coaxing one of her tremulous
ever-moving hands into hers, began to rub it soothingly; there was a
little resistance--a very little, but that was all; and presently,
in the nervous movement of the imprisoned hand, the parchment fell
to the ground.

*Cricket; a stool.

Mary calmly and openly picked it up, without any attempt at
concealment, and quietly placing it in sight of the anxious eyes
that followed it with a kind of spell-bound dread, went on with her
soothing caresses.

"She has had no sleep for many nights," said the girl to Mrs.
Davenport, "and all this woe and sorrow,--it's no wonder."

"No, indeed!" Mrs. Davenport answered.

"We must get her fairly to bed; we must get her undressed, and all;
and trust to God in His mercy to send her to sleep, or else"--

For, you see, they spoke before her as if she were not there; her
heart was so far away.

Accordingly they almost lifted her from the chair, in which she sat
motionless, and taking her up as gently as a mother carries her
sleeping baby, they undressed her poor, worn form, and laid her in
the little bed upstairs. They had once thought of placing her in
Jem's bed, to be out of sight or sound of any disturbance of
Alice's; but then again they remembered the shock she might receive
in awakening in so unusual a place, and also that Mary, who intended
to keep vigil that night in the house of mourning, would find it
difficult to divide her attention in the possible cases that might

So they laid her, as I said before, on that little pallet bed; and,
as they were slowly withdrawing from the bedside, hoping and praying
that she might sleep, and forget for a time her heavy burden, she
looked wistfully after Mary, and whispered--

"You haven't told me what it is. What is it?"

And gazing in her face for the expected answer, her eyelids slowly
closed, and she fell into a deep, heavy sleep, almost as profound a
rest as death.

Mrs. Davenport went her way, and Mary was alone,--for I cannot call
those who sleep allies against the agony of thought which solitude
sometimes brings up.

She dreaded the night before her. Alice might die; the doctor had
that day declared her case hopeless, and not far from death; and at
times, the terror so natural to the young, not of death, but of the
remains of the dead, came over Mary; and she bent and listened
anxiously for the long-drawn, pausing breath of the sleeping Alice.

Or Mrs. Wilson might awake in a state which Mary dreaded to
anticipate, and anticipated while she dreaded;--in a state of
complete delirium. Already her senses had been severely stunned by
the full explanation of what was required of her--of what she had to
prove against her son, her Jem, her only child--which Mary could not
doubt the officious Mrs. Heming had given; and what if in dreams
(that land into which no sympathy or love can penetrate with
another, either to share its bliss or its agony--that land whose
scenes are unspeakable terrors, are hidden mysteries, are priceless
treasures to one alone--that land where alone I may see, while yet I
tarry here, the sweet looks of my dear child)--what if, in the
horrors of her dreams, her brain should go still more astray, and
she should waken crazy with her visions, and the terrible reality
that begot them?

How much worse is anticipation sometimes than reality! How Mary
dreaded that night, and how calmly it passed by! Even more so than
if Mary had not had such claims upon her care!

Anxiety about them deadened her own peculiar anxieties. She thought
of the sleepers whom she was watching, till, overpowered herself by
the want of rest, she fell off into short slumbers in which the
night wore imperceptibly away. To be sure, Alice spoke, and sang
during her waking moments, like the child she deemed herself; but so
happily with the dearly-loved ones around her, with the scent of the
heather, and the song of the wild bird hovering about her in
imagination--with old scraps of ballads, or old snatches of
primitive versions of the Psalms (such as are sung in country
churches half draperied over with ivy, and where the running brook,
or the murmuring wind among the trees makes fit accompaniment to the
chorus of human voices uttering praise and thanksgiving to their
God)--that the speech and the song gave comfort and good cheer to
the listener's heart, and the grey dawn began to dim the light of
the rush-candle, before Mary thought it possible that day was
already trembling in the horizon.

Then she got up from the chair where she had been dozing, and went,
half-asleep, to the window to assure herself that morning was at
hand. The streets were unusually quiet with a Sabbath stillness.
No factory bells that morning; no early workmen going to their
labours; no slip-shod girls cleaning the windows of the little shops
which broke the monotony of the street; instead, you might see here
and there some operative sallying forth for a breath of country air,
or some father leading out his wee toddling bairns for the unwonted
pleasure of a walk with "Daddy," in the clear frosty morning. Men
with more leisure on week-days would perhaps have walked quicker
than they did through the fresh sharp air of this Sunday morning;
but to them there was a pleasure, an absolute refreshment in the
dawdling gait they, one and all of them, had.

There were, indeed, one or two passengers on that morning whose
objects were less innocent and less praiseworthy than those of the
people I have already mentioned, and whose animal state of mind and
body clashed jarringly on the peacefulness of the day, but upon them
I will not dwell; as you and I, and almost every one, I think, may
send up our individual cry of self-reproach that we have not done
all that we could for the stray and wandering ones of our brethren.

When Mary turned from the window, she went to the bed of each
sleeper, to look and listen. Alice looked perfectly quiet and happy
in her slumber, and her face seemed to have become much more
youthful during the painless approach to death.

Mrs. Wilson's countenance was stamped with the anxiety of the last
few days, although she, too, appeared sleeping soundly; but as Mary
gazed on her, trying to trace a likeness to her son in her face, she
awoke and looked up into Mary's eyes, while the expression of
consciousness came back into her own.

Both were silent for a minute or two. Mary's eyes had fallen
beneath that penetrating gaze, in which the agony of memory seemed
every minute to find fuller vent.

"Is it a dream?" the mother asked at last in a low voice.

"No!" replied Mary, in the same tone.

Mrs. Wilson hid her face in the pillow.

She was fully conscious of everything this morning; it was evident
that the stunning effect of the sub-poena, which had affected her so
much last night in her weak, worn-out state, had passed away. Mary
offered no opposition when she indicated by languid gesture and
action that she wished to rise. A sleepless bed is a haunted place.

When she was dressed with Mary's aid, she stood by Alice for a
minute or two looking at the slumberer.

"How happy she is!" said she, quietly and sadly.

All the time that Mary was getting breakfast ready, and performing
every other little domestic office she could think of, to add to the
comfort of Jem's mother, Mrs. Wilson sat still in the arm-chair,
watching her silently. Her old irritation of temper and manner
seemed to have suddenly disappeared, or perhaps she was too
depressed in body and mind to show it.

Mary told her all that had been done with regard to Mr. Bridgnorth;
all her own plans for seeking out Will; all her hopes; and concealed
as well as she could all the doubts and fears that would arise

To this Mrs. Wilson listened without much remark, but with deep
interest and perfect comprehension. When Mary ceased, she sighed,
and said, "O wench! I am his mother, and yet I do so little, I can
do so little! That's what frets me! I seem like a child as sees
its mammy ill, and moans and cries its little heart out, yet does
nought to help. I think my sense has left me all at once, and I
can't even find strength to cry like the little child."

Hereupon she broke into a feeble wail of self-reproach, that her
outward show of misery was not greater; as if any cries, or tears,
or loud-spoken words could have told of such pangs at the heart as
that look, and that thin, piping, altered voice!

But think of Mary and what she was enduring. Picture to yourself
(for I cannot tell you) the armies of thoughts that met and clashed
in her brain; and then imagine the effort it cost her to be calm,
and quiet, and even in a faint way, cheerful and smiling at times.

After a while she began to stir about in her own mind for some means
of sparing the poor mother the trial of appearing as a witness in
the matter of the gun. She had made no allusion to her summons this
morning, and Mary almost thought she must have forgotten it; and
surely some means might be found to prevent that additional sorrow.
She must see Job about it; nay, if necessary, she must see Mr.
Bridgnorth, with all his truth-compelling powers; for, indeed, she
had so struggled and triumphed (though a sadly-bleeding victor at
heart) over herself these two last days, had so concealed agony, and
hidden her inward woe and bewilderment, that she began to take
confidence, and to have faith in her own powers of meeting any one
with a passably fair show, whatever might be rending her life
beneath the cloak of her deception.

Accordingly, as soon as Mrs. Davenport came in after morning church,
to ask after the two lone women, and she had heard the report Mary
had to give (so much better as regarded Mrs. Wilson than what they
had feared the night before it would have been)--as soon as this
kind-hearted, grateful woman came in, Mary, telling her purpose,
went off to fetch the doctor who attended Alice.

He was shaking himself after his morning's round, and happy in the
anticipation of his Sunday's dinner; but he was a good-tempered man,
who found it difficult to keep down his jovial easiness even by the
bed of sickness or death. He had mischosen his profession; for it
was his delight to see every one around him in full enjoyment of

However, he subdued his face to the proper expression of sympathy,
befitting a doctor listening to a patient, or a patient's friend
(and Mary's sad, pale, anxious face might be taken for either the
one or the other).

"Well my girl! and what brings you here?" said he, as he entered his
surgery. "Not on your own account, I hope."

"I wanted you to come and see Alice Wilson,--and then I thought you
would maybe take a look at Mrs. Wilson."

He bustled on his hat and coat, and followed Mary instantly.

After shaking his head over Alice (as if it was a mournful thing for
one so pure and good, so true, although so humble a Christian, to be
nearing her desired haven), and muttering the accustomed words
intended to destroy hope, and prepare anticipation, he went, in
compliance with Mary's look, to ask the usual questions of Mrs.
Wilson, who sat passively in her arm-chair.

She answered his questions, and submitted to his examination.

"How do you think her?" asked Mary eagerly.

"Why--a," began he, perceiving that he was desired to take one side
in his answer, and unable to find out whether his listener was
anxious for a favourable verdict or otherwise; but thinking it most
probable that she would desire the former, he continued--

"She is weak, certainly; the natural result of such a shock as the
arrest of her son would be,--for I understand this James Wilson, who
murdered Mr. Carson, was her son. Sad thing to have such a
reprobate in the family."

"You say 'WHO MURDERED,' sir!" said Mary indignantly. "He is only
taken up on suspicion, and many have no doubt of his innocence--
those who know him, sir."

"Ah! well, well! doctors have seldom time to read newspapers, and I
dare say I'm not very correct in my story. I dare say he's
innocent; I'm sure I had no right to say otherwise,--only words slip
out.--No! indeed, young woman, I see no cause for apprehension about
this poor creature in the next room;--weak--certainly; but a day or
two's good nursing will set her up, and I'm sure you're a good
nurse, my dear, from your pretty kind-hearted face,--I'll send a
couple of pills and a draught, but don't alarm yourself--there's no
occasion, I assure you."

"But you don't think her fit to go to Liverpool?" asked Mary, still
in the anxious tone of one who wishes earnestly for some particular

"To Liverpool--yes," replied he. "A short journey like that
couldn't fatigue, and might distract her thoughts. Let her go by
all means,--it would be the very thing for her."

"O sir!" burst out Mary, almost sobbing; "I did so hope you would
say she was too ill to go."

"Whew!"--said he, with a prolonged whistle, trying to understand the
case; but being, as he said, no reader of newspapers, utterly
unaware of the peculiar reasons there might be for so apparently
unfeeling a wish--"Why did you not tell me so sooner? It might
certainly do her harm in her weak state! there is always some risk
attending journeys--draughts, and what not. To her, they might
prove very injurious,--very. I disapprove of journeys, or
excitement, in all cases where the patient is in the low, fluttered
state in which Mrs. Wilson is. If you take MY advice, you will
certainly put a stop to all thoughts of going to Liverpool." He
really had completely changed his opinion, though quite
unconsciously; so desirous was he to comply with the wishes of

"O sir, thank you! And will you give me a certificate of her being
unable to go, if the lawyer says he must have one? The lawyer, you
know," continued she, seeing him look puzzled, "who is to defend
Jem,--it was as a witness against him"--

"My dear girl!" said he almost angrily, "why did you not state the
case fully at first? one minute would have done it,--and my dinner
waiting all this time. To be sure she can't go,--it would be
madness to think of it; if her evidence could have done good, it
would have been a different thing. Come to me for the certificate
any time; that is to say, if the lawyer advises you. I second the
lawyer; take counsel with both the learned professions--ha, ha, ha."

And laughing at his own joke, he departed, leaving Mary accusing
herself of stupidity in having imagined that every one was as well
acquainted with the facts concerning the trial as she was herself;
for indeed she had never doubted that the doctor would have been
aware of the purpose of poor Mrs. Wilson's journey to Liverpool.

Presently she went to Job (the ever ready Mrs. Davenport keeping
watch over the two old women), and told him her fears, her plans,
and her proceedings.

To her surprise he shook his head doubtfully.

"It may have an awkward look, if we keep her back. Lawyers is up to

"But it is no trick," said Mary. "She is so poorly, she was last
night so, at least; and to-day she's so faded and weak."

"Poor soul! I dare say. I only mean for Jem's sake; and so much is
known, it won't do now to hang back. But I'll ask Mr. Bridgnorth.
I'll e'en take your doctor's advice. Yo tarry at home, and I'll
come to yo in an hour's time. Go thy ways, wench."

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